I need to clarify myself for some. I have no intentions at all of EVER having an abortion nor supporting one. I am having a HUGE spread of emotions at this time. This post was never intended to make anyone else's feelings be hurt by bringing up an abortion. I am not offending anyone, and if it were taken that way, that's not really my problem. Noah'smommy, you offered me really good advice and then feel as if you are offended. I was not referring to you and the D&C and abortion issue, you had to have one (just like I will probably have to) in the case of a miscarriage. I am sorry that you feel offended, you really shouldn't. If you read my post, it's more about my thinking... or rationale in my own mind to help me grieve and get through this. I am possibly going to HAVE NO choice in having a D&C because of my situation and decisions from my physician and myself. It enrages me that some women choose to have a D&C to rid their bodies of precious babies and fetus' that many of us would love to have a chance to have. ( I am referring to an abortion) However, there are cases where a D&C should be necessary, like now, with me and with you Noahsmommy. This is my second miscarriage, I believe too, that the feelings of loss never go away. I think about my lost babies more often than not. These are the times when I think maybe I shouldn't have posted on here, being afraid that someone else will make your posting more than it was/was not intended to be, instead of a time to get real support and help in such a trying time. I am so sorry to anyone else if I have offended you. If you really want to know about my bloodlevels, please email me personally or post on here, and I will let you know tomorrow on our decision.
Thanks again, to most who have helped me in such a terrible time. God Bless You.