Well, it's only 3 more days until dh leaves for Kuwait for 3-4 weeks. I am still on complete bedrest and I just found out enough bad news to push me over the depression line. Dh's parents aren't coming to stay with me and 2yr ds. This means we will be alone for at least a week. His regular $990 check is only $390 for some reason this week and we have $900 in bills due ( lights, phone and net are scheduled for cutoff on Wed), not to mention the past due stuff. I have done nothing but cry all day. I feel like I am withdrawing myself from him, maybe because I don't want to be any more sad. Everything just feels like it's going wrong. What started out as a 18 day deployment has turned into 21-30 days. Nothing major, but bad when I can't do more than work the microwave and go potty. This is the first time ds will be without dh for more than 24 hours so I don't know how to handle that either. I am literally falling apart. I am so sorry to talk to all you guys about this, but I have no one else. My family is in Louisiana and they have other things going on too. Mom will come for a week or so, but not until after the 20th.
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10/9/06 at 5:30pm